Acknowledgement: Thank Cloudie very much for helping me correcting the bugs~    
    
     Yeah, it’s funny enough that the 1^st diary in my new-year blog is about the disgusting French. And it’s funny enough that I put the French on such an important place, coz a saying goes:” The hate u have is equal to the love u have.” Isn’t it ridiculous? Then, these days, I have realized that I needn’t hate French; and if I learn it well,  it is also a kind of hate. Strange, isn't it?! Anyway.

Last weekend, I updated my PC. It was speed up since I added a memory stick~~Lucky~~When I earn enough money some day, I will buy a new laptop by myself, and this one can be given to my Daddy and Mammy~Well, ¡Animo!

These weeks are always busy. I am always having a lot of work to do. Some things have been on the right track, and I am heartfeltly happy. I want to change something and keep something, therefore, god, no matter whether you are existing, please give me a bit of time…I have lost enough; the circle is recycling and repeating again and again;  I hope to break it and draw a straight line toward the future, however, sometimes I thought I couldn't hold on anymore. But I can’t give up, coz I will die soon if I do so, I suppose. Today, some things happen, which make me realize how silly of me. Yeah, I stiil can’t forget though it has been a long long time when a BB can grow up from the cradle to the primary school; I still can’t believe though I have been admonishing myself for many times; I still feel heartbroken though I thought I had put down almost everything… but, why? Why I want to cry? The current myself is created by some events, which I don't want to remember but I have to appreciate sincerely. But, why that remind me of these anguishing memory? All I can do is just to endure and let it rot in my stomach…

What a strange evening….

So, forget about it…

 





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